I couldn't breathe, and I felt the water gushing inside my body, but I wasn't dying. This rampant change was absurdly beautiful! I wasn't wearing my "obtusely heavy outfit" anymore, rather it was the same pair of clothes I usually wear before going to bed.
"Please leave me", I clamored!
As I went deeper into the dark abyss, I started getting faint visuals from my past - I soon reached the bottom of the "whatever" [ocean/sea/river/stupid pond/imaginary pool with an infinite dept] I was drowning in - and I saw my memories lying dead.
What do people usually remember? What kind of memories do human beings have? They could be anything - in my case, everything was just so random and clustered. I saw a few dinosaurs from the movie "Jurassic Park" (1993) which had haunted my childhood for quite sometime, there were outfits from the movie "The Matrix" lying among the corals. I also saw my "foot-long" cricket bat with which I used to play when I couldn't even articulate the word "Cricket" properly. There were people I used to play with, and there were people I hated! My favorite little keyboard, which I don't even remember I had, was also lying among other things.
"Did I forget about all these things? Am I responsible for what happened to my memories?"
Oh! s**t! It's "me" again! "Why don't u just leave me alone?", I cried out loud.
The water was so misty that I couldn't see myself clearly, but I knew it was the "other" me - I could feel the chills down my spine again. Tout de suite, the "other" me got hold of my collar and tried to suffocate me. I don't know why "I" tried to do that to myself, since "both" of us were deep down some water body, but this time I could actually feel my breath going thinner. With a sudden gush of wind, I felt an immense pain in my upper abs - the ones I have been working out lately, and the next moment I was falling off a cliff!
Bang!!!! I fell on my bed, and I woke up to see it's 6:50am and I am "not married"! What a relief, or was it? This was the craziest of dreams I have been through lately, not sure if there is a hidden message in it for me, but this time I have thought of documenting it to see if I go through any such thing in the future! Those of you who are well acquainted with my past and "think" that they know me really well, might be able to make some sense out of this, the rest of you - thanks for reading!
Chalo bach gaye! Sometimes I too have wiered dreams but thankfully, I don't keep track of them ;)
ReplyDeleteNice post though! Wiered dreams aside, if u get nightmares, keep a key below ur pillow and u'll get a peaceful sleep! One of 'dadi-ma ke nuskhe' I m not sure if, and how(if at all) it works!